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Hi, hisashiburi desu xp
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Yep, a lot of changes came. I got married, I'm still in the animation industry(miraculously!) and I'm more into games than anime now.. Or maybe I just became too picky on anime titles.. But I still love anime although I... Play a lot than watch.. During work I watch a lot of Pewdiepie and RageGaming Vids.
I'm like also more inspired to write than to draw. It feels like my drawing skills didn't develop at all ever since I worked in the industry. I don't draw much during my spare time. I'm such a bummer in art x.x
But I'm still trying. I hope I can focus on drawing soon.. How soon is soon? With games on the way I'll never get to that 'soon'... *sighs*
I just hope everyone is doing well and I hope you followed your dreams like I did.. (although it wasn't as fun as I expected..but thanks for the moolah I get from it...)
Have a nice, whatever it is that you are enjoying at the moment! Xp
I'm like also more inspired to write than to draw. It feels like my drawing skills didn't develop at all ever since I worked in the industry. I don't draw much during my spare time. I'm such a bummer in art x.x
But I'm still trying. I hope I can focus on drawing soon.. How soon is soon? With games on the way I'll never get to that 'soon'... *sighs*
I just hope everyone is doing well and I hope you followed your dreams like I did.. (although it wasn't as fun as I expected..but thanks for the moolah I get from it...)
Have a nice, whatever it is that you are enjoying at the moment! Xp
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Digitaru Artist Contract Almost Ending
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yes! I'm almost finishing my years in hell! XD
Becoming a Flash Animator is no walk in the park after all XD i've also become inactive here ( i like totally disappeared )
hmm.. Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year guys XD
I'm cleaning my account. i'm dumping some of my works in the scrap
i'm also floating in the moment XD
I'm happy to welcome this coming year! ganbatte minna-san!
(i hope i dnt sound like a weeab haha )
Becoming a Flash Animator is no walk in the park after all XD i've also become inactive here ( i like totally disappeared )
hmm.. Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year guys XD
I'm cleaning my account. i'm dumping some of my works in the scrap
i'm also floating in the moment XD
I'm happy to welcome this coming year! ganbatte minna-san!
(i hope i dnt sound like a weeab haha )
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Happy and Unhappy?
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I'm currently training as an animator in an international Animation Company here in my country. Really not like a walk in the park work XD
man.. my expectations for a new guy is crumbling down but then there's this new oniichan i'm hitting on again! just hit and hit until you get the right one! XD buhahahahahaaa!!!
ciao for now~
man.. my expectations for a new guy is crumbling down but then there's this new oniichan i'm hitting on again! just hit and hit until you get the right one! XD buhahahahahaaa!!!
ciao for now~
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Hi again everyone! my sole mission right now is to become filthy rich! XD
hahaha... man... im sorry for not updating some stuff..(and i think nobody cares about that)
im freaky busy... and i'm in love with Raphael! yes.. he's the turtle. the ninja turtle w/c is the mutant that was mutated by the mutagen that was of the ones who are called the kraang who is the enemy of Raphael's brothers, Leo, Donney and the adorable Mikey! (shush, Raph might get jealous XD)
wush!and i had this conclusion that Gruncle Stan was just looking for his lost twin Stanley upon staying on the Mystery Shack which was originally owned by Stanley who mysteriously disappeared...
too many things in my head and i wanted to make my own animation but lacks the time and talent to do so..>< waaaaaaaah! XD
i was assigned on a new show,(actually that was last year, November) and im loving it now although it's a hard show XD action packed and full of weird beings w/c i had no idea how to make them move..
at least im no emo anymore huh?
weee PSP, WACOM and Violin? here i come! XS
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Miserable?
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yes.. i'm like fooling myself...
i'm not worthy of anything.. i'm useless..
i'm nothing.. no one will come for me.. i just forced everyone to come into my life so i became this miserable..
i'm always pointless.. no one listens to me because i'm so damn selfish..
i hate myself. i want to die already.. i had enough! ><
i just want to wait for death day to come..
i'm not saying this for anyone to sympathize with me, this is what i really feel right now..
God is the only one who's there.. no one really listened and understood me..
yes, some friends listen to me but there are only a few who really understands me..
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darn i feel lighter now...
it's just that.. i have someone in my life right now.. i don't know if he's helping me or just brings me down even more..
i love him but he just likes me.. everytime he's around.. it's just so painful because he acts rude at me.. unlike back then.. he seem sweet..
he loved me back then.. and i'm wanting that love back..
he changed.. because of maybe knowing my past and knowing my real personality.
i tried so hard to let go of him.. i'm just waiting for him to let go.. but i'm just so hard headed because i keep on holding on because he's not letting go.. while feeling painful all the time just because he can't give his love back..
i love him so much.. i wanted him to be the last guy in my life.. i want him to be the last and i'll never fall in love again..
yeah... i hope so.. i just need to turn on my heart of ice as what i did so many years ago..
i'm not worthy of anything.. i'm useless..
i'm nothing.. no one will come for me.. i just forced everyone to come into my life so i became this miserable..
i'm always pointless.. no one listens to me because i'm so damn selfish..
i hate myself. i want to die already.. i had enough! ><
i just want to wait for death day to come..
i'm not saying this for anyone to sympathize with me, this is what i really feel right now..
God is the only one who's there.. no one really listened and understood me..
yes, some friends listen to me but there are only a few who really understands me..
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darn i feel lighter now...
it's just that.. i have someone in my life right now.. i don't know if he's helping me or just brings me down even more..
i love him but he just likes me.. everytime he's around.. it's just so painful because he acts rude at me.. unlike back then.. he seem sweet..
he loved me back then.. and i'm wanting that love back..
he changed.. because of maybe knowing my past and knowing my real personality.
i tried so hard to let go of him.. i'm just waiting for him to let go.. but i'm just so hard headed because i keep on holding on because he's not letting go.. while feeling painful all the time just because he can't give his love back..
i love him so much.. i wanted him to be the last guy in my life.. i want him to be the last and i'll never fall in love again..
yeah... i hope so.. i just need to turn on my heart of ice as what i did so many years ago..
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As of now..
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no wonder who's interested on reading this...
-I'm currently taking 2D Animation course which is given free by a local school. For real, it's free! i'm gonna learn some basics i guess..
-Dullest love life ever..
-jobless XD
that's all folks XD
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Nov. 8, 2012
As of now.. KARESHI GA ARU...
Yes, i have a new awesome boyfriend..
Hope we stay together forever...
~_~
-I'm currently taking 2D Animation course which is given free by a local school. For real, it's free! i'm gonna learn some basics i guess..
-Dullest love life ever..
-jobless XD
that's all folks XD
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Nov. 8, 2012
As of now.. KARESHI GA ARU...
Yes, i have a new awesome boyfriend..
Hope we stay together forever...
~_~
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